<TEI xmlns="http://www.tei-c.org/ns/1.0" xmlns:py="http://codespeak.net/lxml/objectify/pytype" py:pytype="TREE"><text xml:lang="eng"><body><div type="translation" xml:lang="eng" n="urn:cts:latinLit:phi0474.phi019.perseus-eng2" subtype="translation"><div type="textpart" subtype="section" n="34" resp="perseus"><p><milestone unit="para"/>I did not choose, after I had as consul maintained the general safety
      of the state without having recourse to arms, to take arms as a private individual in my own
      cause; I preferred that virtuous men should grieve for my fortune rather than despair of their
      own; and if I were slain by myself; that I thought would be a shameful end for me; but if I
      were slain with many others, that I thought would be fatal to the republic. If I had supposed
      that eternal misery was before me, I would rather have endured death than everlasting agony.
      But I felt sure that I should not be absent from this city any longer than the constitution
      itself was, and, while that was banished, I thought it no longer desirable for myself that I
      should remain in it; and in accordance with my expectation, as soon as ever the constitution
      was restored, it brought me back in triumph as its companion. The laws were all banished as
      well as I, the courts of justice were banished as well as I; the prerogatives of the
      magistrates, the authority of the senate, the liberty of the citizens, even the fruitfulness
      of the land, all piety and all religion, whether it was with respect to men or gods, were all
      banished from the state when I was banished. And if they had been lost to you for ever, I
      should mourn over your fortunes rather than regret the loss of my home amongst you; but if
      they were ever restored, I was quite sure that I should be enabled to return with them. </p></div><div type="textpart" subtype="section" n="35" resp="perseus"><p><milestone unit="para"/>And of these feelings of mine, he who was the protector of my life is
      also my most indisputable witness, namely Cnaeus Plancius, who, disregarding all the
      distinctions and emoluments which might have been derived from a province, devoted his whole
      quaestorship to supporting and preserving me. If he had been my quaestor when I was
      commander-in-chief; he would have stood in the relation of a son to me; now he surely shall be
      looked upon by me as a parent, since he has been my quaestor, not while in authority, but in
      grief. </p></div><div type="textpart" subtype="section" n="36" resp="perseus"><p><milestone unit="para"/>Wherefore, O conscript fathers, since I have been restored to the
      republic at the same time with the constitution of the republic, in whatever I do for the
      defence of it, I will not only not in the slightest degree abridge my former liberty, but I
      will even increase it. <milestone n="15" unit="chapter"/><milestone unit="para"/>In truth, if I defended the republic at a time when it was under some
      obligations to me, what ought I to do now when I owe everything to it? For what is there that
      can crush or even weaken my spirit, when you see that calamity itself is in my case not a
      witness of any error; but of most extraordinary services rendered to the republic? For these
      disasters were brought on me by my defence of the state; they were undergone by me of my own
      free will, in order that the republic which had been defended by me should not be brought into
      the very extremity of peril. </p></div></div></body></text></TEI>